Come on God! Why send me people?

You’re so good at all that You do-

They rattle my cage- my comfort zone

Life was easy asleep in my pew

 

So different then us- I can’t understand 

He obviously has no money…

She stands to her feet and raises her hands

They hug me- call everyone honey…

 

My hand across my mouth- I hear a small voice

What God-  You speak to them too?

You’ve opened the eyes of their hurting hearts?

Their sharing what they got from You?

 

Why can’t You speak to me this way?

I pray –  I ask for Your leading…

Why can’t I see angels hovering about?

Lord- when will I ever be ready…

 

“You haven’t gone through what they have

You can not fit in their shoes…

Don’t judge intentions you can’t understand

Just listen and pray to be used”

 

Oh Lord, please make me willing

Open my deaf ears too

I want to understand the ways of Your heart

I want to be used- only by You!

 

Eloyce- January 18, 2009